dream

Last night I had 2 odd dreams: one good, one bad. I wanted to write more because of the good one, even though the bad one has left me feeling angry this morning, so I'll start with it. I dreamt that I was very hostile in my policy class. I hit someone, I got people kicked out of the program, I yelled at my professor...now I know this is all because I'm so frustrated with that class right now. It's so unlike me to not understand an assignment. So I woke up still feeling upset and I'm trying to get in a better frame of mind. I'm watching Joel, but this episode doesn't really pertain to me, so it's not really helping.
Ok the good dream though. I dreamt that my dad and the Peters were all sitting around me and we laughing and joking about how they are so surprised I've lasted this long from home. They joked how they figured I would have given up and come home by now. So perhaps that is what I need to focus on. I know that even if this one class is frustrating me so much right now, it isn't going to beat me.
Yesterday was crappy though. We got a ton of snow. Stupidly I drove to school for work, fishtailing all over the place. Well it was worse at noon when I left. So much so, at one point I was going uphill sideways. I was shaking when I got home. Class was cancelled today (although, my teacher didn't email ME to tell me) but I have work this afternoon. I'm taking the bus.