This is so retarded. Here I am taking a midterm test for reserach methods and I'm done, yet I can't leave because my professor said "if you get done and have an hour left, you need to go back and probably add some things." Ok well I got done with 2 hours to spare, so what does that say? I am a little worried that it came too easily, but heck I've been doing this for 3 years now. So I figured I'd blog because at least this way it looks like I'm adding more to my answers.
I'm a stressed out nervous wreck these days. I have 4 more weeks of class for this semester and I'm officially done with my first year! How cool is that? yet at the same time, I have 4 more weeks of class, in which I have a survey due, 30 page paper, one 15 page paper and one 8 to 10 page paper, on 3 different subjects. Try juggling online domestic violence support groups, drug courts and females, and mental health issues and women in prison...it's mind boggling. As well as statistics! Ugh stats...I got a C- on my alternative exam. I got a C on the midterm! What the heck?! Gibbs told me he's not worried about my capability, but jeeze. I do NOT want a C in the course. He is a cream puff though. He is always concerned about my health, and asks how my dad is doing. I think for those reasons I really would like him as my dissertation chair, but then again...I have a hard time understanding him. I overdrew my bank account and in total that cost me $350 in fees. Unreal. Stress + math=big time mistakes in my checking account. Which makes me feel stupid. Oh well, what's done is done. I have issues with my taxes to handle. I'm trying to get social services to give me medical so I have a ton of paperwork to track down and an interview on monday for that. Eye exam today because one, my glasses are broken and two, I don't think they are strong enough anyways. I have got to figure out what to do with my cats while I'm gone. Keith offered to take them as long as they can be outdoor cats, and I'm seriously ready to take him up on the offer because I hate to burden anyone else by having to come to my house and change the litter. It will be summer, they'll be ok. It's just Bootsie is declawed, so he might not make it as an outdoor cat. Roxy isn't though. Of course then there are issues with fleas...ugh. And flying is a no go, it costs way too much. I can't get ahold of this doctor I'm supposed to see about this mrsa stuff. It's just all piling up right now.
Tomorrow I'm getting out of dodge though. I'm going to a comic book convention with Jen and Andrew. I wasn't going to go because I need to work...but I think I need to get away. At least in group this week we discussed how we need downtime and when you feel guilty about downtime, you need more of it, so it's a cycle. So I need some downtime and I'm not going to feel guilty about it.
I cannot wait to go home. I miss everyone, but mainly I miss really feeling like I can put school aside and relax at times. I miss how good I feel just hanging out at Starbucks with Brian. I can't wait for a big 4th of july bash or just bbqing in the back yard. 4 more weeks...well and then a week of summer school...end of May, end of May!
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Seriously only 4 weeks left???!! Darn I wish gas wasn't so expensive, I wouldn't mind flying out and driving back home with you, another time before you're done with school. the teacher you got them from couldn't kitty sit for you? How about 4th out here this year since we'll have a pool? Can't do fireworks, but I'm sure we'll be able to catch a firework show from our house. We bought Evan a Wii for his birthday. Really, we can't think of much else to get him, and they luckily had one at WalMart in Apache Junction (Snowbird & Retirement City), so we bought it. We can't wait for the other kids' reaction to Evan's present. Maybe during the summer mid week, you & Twy can come out for a few days. This year is flying! Evan loves his new Garfield Kitty, and Claritin is helping Ryan a lot, more so if the little ccraphead kitten would stay out of our bed. Good luck on finals. Know what a Dr is who earned C's, still a Dr. Don't sweat. Love ya!
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